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Standing on her own feet
Kala Shahani
In order to reach Lanka, Rama
began to build a bridge. A little squirrel wanted to
contribute its mite to this effort. It began to jump
into the water and then roll on the sand and then run
to where the bridge was coming up to shed the sand.
Amazed at this unusual activity, Rama asked the squirrel
what it was up to. The squirrel replied that it was
doing what it could, to help build the bridge.
There
must be many who, like that squirrel, have contributed
quietly to our independence. They also have their own
stories to tell. Kala Shahani too, has a story of her
own.
Donation price Rs.100
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Pramila
Esther Victoria Abraham
It has been a long journey for Esther Victoria Abraham,
known as Pramila, to the film world. From a girl who stood
under the foyer clock of her Calcutta school - punished
for giggling and playing pranks - to a Hindi cinema actress
in Bombay, from marriage to a celebrated actor to becoming
a producer in her own right, Pramila has travelled a long
way. The journey of this venturesome, vivacious woman
has been marked by many road maps, many destinations.
Not all these destinations have brought her joy but if
one were to believe Pramila, all of them have been worth
the journey. At eighty-one, Pramila's mind is a treasure
house of details and anecdotes that she never tires of
narrating. From this narration emerges an insider's view
of the Hindi film world and of the many women and men
who formed a part of it, a part not often revealed.
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The World As My Laboratory
Shantoo Gurnani's
Tryst With Science
A young girl in Karachi whose
family did not allow her to study beyond the fourth
standard; an eager girl who read all the papers especially
for information on new discoveries in science and worried
that there would be nothing left for her to discover
if they did not let her study further; a twenty-two
year old girl walking on the streets of Bombay with
her brother after Partition, to find out if the city
could give succour to her large family of five sisters
and five brothers; a research scientist who never got
tired of her laboratory; a sanyasi who wants to find
out the nature of the subject since as a scientist she
can grapple only with the objective world. These images
of strength and resilience emerge from the narration
of Shantoo Gurnani - a narration that informs us about
educational choices women made in the thirties and forties
and the careers in science opening out for women in
the early half of the century.
Donation price Rs.100
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Kanaka
Stone And Gold
As a little girl, Kanaka travelled in a bullock cart
to the Somnathpur temple with visitors who came to her
house. She would run around the stone figures in the
temple; sometimes she would stand and wonder why she
could not make such figures. In the village where she
lived as a child, she waited for the servants to clean
the front yard with cowdung paste, and over that dull
green colour she would draw with white powder the rangoli
designs she had learnt from her mother. In a family
with so many children that it was like a nursery school,
Kanaka alone carried in her heart the yearning to create
something with her hands; something akin to the grandeur
of the sculptures she had seen at the Somnathpur temple.
One can truly say that the first fifty years of Kanaka's
life are all about the way her dream became a reality
with the support of her mother and the immense love
and knowledge that her guru Vadiraj gave her so generously.
The rest of her life as she is living it now, is about
creating through stone some new forms, forms which would
not take her away from tradition but which, would emerge
as different expressions of her imagination. These notes
taken from her dialogue at the SPARROW visual history
workshop represent the flights in stone that Kanaka
has taken and continues to take.
Donation price Rs.100
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Amhihi Itihas Ghadawala
Urmila Pawar And
The Making Of History
A widow with a grim face sits
in the front yard of her house, under a small tree,
weaving baskets for a living. Her little daughter who
often plays truant from school wishes her mother would
smile and dress up like other mothers. She also wishes
her mother would not beat her up so much and not bathe
her as if she was inflicting a capital punishment. The
young girl has also to run errands for her mother --
deliver baskets woven on order and occasionally run
to the Brahmin household opposite to buy pickles for
two paise for her mother.
The young girl pushes herself
to school to fulfil her father's dying wish and finally
takes up a job. And one day she decides to write about
her experiences and the experiences of those around
her. She gets to be known as Urmila Pawar, the Marathi
writer whose writings reflect Dalit experiences of living.
In Urmila's narration of her life, one can see many
stories and in her stories, one can see her life.
Donation price Rs.100
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Damayanti Joshi
Menaka's Daughter
A four-year-old girl met Menaka,
a woman who had chosen to be a dancer against great
odds. Menaka took this frail child under her wings and
persuaded the little girl's widowed mother to allow
the girl to be trained a dancer. Menaka became the mentor,
guru and a second mother to the girl.
This little girl became the
renowned Kathak dancer, Damayanti Joshi, who feels that
her entire life and its meaning is contained in her
dance. Everything else is incidental and unimportant.
To Damayanti, dance is the only story of her life and
she never tires of telling it.
Donation price Rs.100
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Sakhubai
Talking In The Transplanting Season
When its stock of grains gets
over, a tribal family sends its girl-child to mind other
people's children in exchange for grains. Sakhubai,
as a young girl, was sent to mind other people's children.
She was so small she could hardly lift the child she
was taking care of; all she could do was to rock the
cradle. Sakhubai was pushed into many situations in
life even before she realised what she was in for. Sakhubai
came out of all this, a fighter. As a member of Kashtakari
Sanghatana, she has the courage now to question and
to say 'no' to exploitation of all kinds. She is afraid
at times, of being attacked, of being hunted as a witch,
of being ostracised. She carries on nevertheless for
she knows she is not alone in this fight. Sakhubai's
life is part of a history, which needs to be known.
Donation price Rs.100
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Sushama
Vhay, Mee Savitribai
Early in her career, as an investigative
journalist doing reports on dowry deaths, Sushama had
to often visit the Burns Ward in hospitals. She used
to feel that no words could possibly convey the smell
of that ward, the smell of burnt flesh, of medicine,
of rot. Perhaps words cannot. But when Sushama decides
to perform she is able to convey every little feeling,
and emotion with ease and grace. Watching Vhay, Me Savitribai,
we can reach out not only to Savitribai's thoughts but
also sense the fragrance of her personality. Sushma
would accept this comment with a simple and direct reply
-- " But Savitri is my spirit."
Donation price Rs.100
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Jameela
Nishat
A Poem Slumbers In My Heart
What instrument is this
vibrating the strings
of my eyelashes?
what picture forms and unforms
on the aural screen?
What shadow is this
that overspreads the clouded heart?
You know
I love shadows,
but whenever this one
unfurls its wings,
a tide of thoughts swells in the blood,
and the blood begins to drip
from my pen.
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Maya
Vismayah
The amazing thing about Maya Krishna
Rao is that she has not given up her search for newer
forms of theatre for expressing her thoughts, ideas
feelings. While her performances are theatrical experiences,
as an artiste she uses Kathakali as her inspiration and
as her refreshing spring of knowledge. While the body
is the centre of her theatrical imagination, the amazing
feat Maya is trying, is to get the universe into her body;
to take flights with the body, into bodiless spaces.
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Neela
Colours Of Tradition
When Neela chose the Mysore style
of painting as her vocation she knew she did not belong
to the Chitrakar community. The painters who belonged
to this community had practised this style of painting
for many centuries with royal patronage. They chose
themes from mythologies and puranas but there have also
been portraits and other non-religious subjects chosen
for this style of painting. Traditionally this art of
painting was handed down from father to son and women
of the family were not considered inheritors of this
art. With lack of patronage this community had to seek
other ways of survival. Neela chose traditional painting
knowing what obstacles lay before her. But she has managed
to make a place for herself and hopes that women from
the Chitrakar community itself will one day reclaim
an art that was denied to them. Like the bright green
parrots with shining red beaks that come out of nowhere
and make a place for themselves in Neela's paintings
creating little visual surprises, there is always space
and hope for changes in the traditional art of painting.
Donation price Rs.100
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Speaking from the Guts:
Memories Of Communal Riots
The real tragedy of Indian society
today is that the lives of some citizens are considered
expendable; that these citizens have to live their everyday
lives in fear, anguish and impotent anger. This booklet
is about events recalled by people who have been affected
by communal riots, about people who have taken up the
difficult task of rehabilitation and the more difficult
task of questioning, re-questioning and analysis.
Donation price Rs.100
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